"with love to my grandfather"

I thought 8 years time was lot enough to forget u but it wasn't.I thought our shock on losing u would get better with time only to realize that the wound's are as fresh sometimes.

Back in Nepal whenever I missed u I would go to Swayambhu and offer some butter-lamps to almighty to give a better life wherever u were...I can't do that here.Dai is also not around to tease me and burst me in laughter whenever I would get nostalgic about u.

I use to be scared child before, u know that? But after losing u I think I am lot braver, I started believing u will always protect me no matter what.

Today when I am so faraway from home I continue to miss u, things would have lot different if u were alive.Its been nearly 6 years I haven't returned back to Jomsom.If u were alive I could have gone there every time I would be back at Nepal , U also would have been so proud of me for taking medicine.I had lots of dreams ...I dreamed someday I along with dais would take u around the world, but alas that dream never could come real even if we become successful.

We all miss u a lot, Its sad that u were a great grandfather.Had u been bad to us we would have hardly missed u...sometimes I think like that because I miss u a lot.U probably were angry with us for something that u left us without a word.Its been 8 years ...I am also a lot better person than I use to be,I will continue to make me better so u r always proud of me.

Miss u a lot ....u r the best grandfather in the world.