Sleepless @ Shanghai

Its been while...
Oh yes, I finished 21 kilometers in 2 hours 50 minutes and 38 seconds.3 hours was the valid time.I was happy I didn't give up...but definitely I have earned an experience of a lifetime.I was checking on 2 things mainly, my determination and my heart function..both turned out to be much better than my own presumptions.Someday I will post the marathon experience....thanks to all those lovely hearts that was cheering us.xie xie....I owe u all tonnes of Gratitude,specially to my fellow runner "a mei" from Beijing new oriental @ Yangzhou, I am sad I couldn't take her contact address.If she didn't cheer me up, maybe I wouldn't have completed the race...maybe...

There are so many things going in my head, its been ages I haven't meditated..maybe thats why I am unable to control my emotions,my heart is ruling my mind.I am into a serious attachment which I have no explanations over...or maybe this is all natural things to happen.Looking at the brighter sides of life,I mustn't let my insecurity rule me, this is not me...:)

Stomatology(oral Medicine) and ENT's exams are on 24th and 28th of this month respectively...time flies, someday maybe I will update my blog from Nepal or somewhere else...as for now If I had the time key I would love to see what 10 years from now have for me, no no I change back my thoughts....I want to go back to 15 years backwards, my parents would be younger than they are and my grandparents still together.I miss you baje...you occupy so much of my thoughts despite of the infinite difference in the worlds we stay...
Let me study before I make things worse :) Books can be sometime a great hypnotic u can ever find in a drug store,specially when u have to be with it all the time ...